I just don't feel like living..

Lately I've been depressed..And that is because;

I have two uncles in the hospital, my grandmother and my mother are getting surgery. And my grandfather is having knee problems..And..recently I had cut myself..I am still struggling, trying not to do it..But I feel stupid, lonely, and no help to the ones I loved..And there is other reasons why I cut myself..but..that's not really important..I just feel like I always hurt someone, and that I just..mess up always..

I'm just a screw up..

don't do anything rash chels. your family is going through a lot apparently, I know it's hard but please try for them. they love you and so do we.