In silent wispers, silent tears.

Dinah had ran to the garden. She went to the bench. sitting on it. She covered her face. Leaning her elbows on her upper legs. Taking slow breaths in and out. Her breathing calmed down slowly. Her heart stopped racing. As she swalled she took her hands off her face. he's gone.. she shook her head. Wiping the tears off her face. "He is gone...and for what?!" She covered her face again. "If it wasn't for this STUPID WORLD! He would still be alive! And I wouldn't be pregnant!" She shouted. Knowing that she was shouting to herself. She shook her head. Swallowing again. think it this way, your husband is alive. she tried to talk some sense back into herself. Breathing hard again. She felt the shiver run all over her body again. She laid her hands on her stomach. "He did not even look at me the whole time..so why act like this?" She tried to believe her words. "He didn't care about me or the child. Eventhough he said so.." Biting her lip. "Oh forget it!!" She let her fist down on the bench. Making a loud cracking noise. you are one big slut. You are the one who should have died. she shook her head. "It all doesn't matter anyway..he's gone. And Wally killed him.." She closed her eyes laying her fingers on her temples. Laura is the one who should be crying about him not me....I don't have the right to cry...


(OOC: if somebody wants to join. I don't care. I just made it kinda symbolic because like almost everything happened in the garden and such so yeah.)

He walked back to the mansion, not wanting to see anyone. He went to the garden, wanting a quiet place to be. He still wore his bloody suit. Frozen in his place when he saw Canary there. He looked away, about to leave.

Sh heard footsteps. Looking up she saw Wally standing there. Dinah bit her lip. Looking down. "It was you or him..." She shook her head. "You had not much of a choice.." She looked away.

He stopped and turned to look at her. "But you hate me for it now, don't you?" He said in a weak voice, his voice almost cracking as the tears wanted to come again.

She sighed. ''No..I could never hate you...Not even If I tried.'' She looked down. ''I shouldn't have yelled at you..''

He turned himself around to face her, and took few steps closer. "Was what he said true? I know he tried to get under my skin, and succeded. But was anything he said true?"

"Was what he said true? I know he tried to get under my skin, and succeded. But was anything he said true?" She bit her lip. ''What was true? What did he say?'' She asked. Trying to make it sound like she forgot or haven't heard it.

He looked away, clenching his fist as he looked back at her. "That you liked it, that you.... you for gave him...The teddy bear...." He found it hard to talk. "Any of that, was he telling the truth?"

She took a deep breath. ''No, I did not like it...'' She shook her head. ''Yes..I forgave him...'' Taking one deep breath. ''Because it wasn't him. He wasn't himself..It was this..Anthony person. I'm really sorry..'' Shaking her head again.

He went to her, taking her hand in his. "Are you okay?" He looked deep in her eyes.

She shook her head. ''No I'm not okay..'' Sighing deeply. She rubbed her eyes with one hand.

He pulled her in his arms. "I'm sorry." He hugged her thightly.

She buried her face in his chest. ''No I should be sorry...''

He held her in his arms. 'I wonder if she loved him.' But he didn't want to know right now. "Lets just forget about it, okay?"

''Yeah..Forget about it..'' She sighed. Looking up. ''How..did it feel to...Kill somebody?'' She asked.

He looked away. "Horrible. At the moment I did it I didn't feel nothing but rage."

She hugged him close. ''I'm sorry babe..''

He hugged her tight to him. "It's okay babe. I'll live." He pulled away and looked at her, smiling slightly. He looked at his costume, then back to her. "I better go take a shower, and then change clothes." He said letting his hand touch hers before going inside.

She nodded. Watching him leave. She sighed. Standing up she breathed in the fresh air. Maby I'll stay for some time.. She sat back. Leaning her head back. Closing her eyes.

He waited until Wally left. But when minutes past he was still standing behind the tree. He was afraid.

She looked at him. Seriously! She thought. She understood. But he had said he could do this if she was also here. Tssss. She walked towards the woman, barking happily. Dinah!!!

He watched Shay walk to Dinah. He walked after her. “Shay. Don’t. She doesn’t know.” It were the first words he said in the presents of Dinah. He looked at her, keeping his distant. “I need to talk to you. If you want otherwise I will leave immediately.” He waited for her answer.

Ooc: Greeny has a dog called shay. Shay has a piece of shayera's soul in her. So Shay knows (almost) everybody. But she doens't remember everything. And no matter what, she is still a dog. XD

[Ooc, waiit Shayera is a dog now?? Since when??]

She jumped seeing the dog. Seeing how excited the dog was towards her. Suddenly she heard another voice. She looked at the direction of the sound. "oh..ollie.." She sighed. sitting back on the bench. "If you want to talk. Talk.." She said. Rubbing her temples. Normally she would have pushed him and get angry. But she really did not feel to do that at the moment..

He was surprised when she didn’t attack him. “Uhm…” Now the moment was there to explain, he didn’t know what to say. Shay came to him, sitting right in front of him. He looked at Dinah. “How are you holding up? Shayera, knew what was going to happen.” He stopped, seeing shay go on the bench. “She and I planned the fight.”




Occ: In the area Shayera came. But it isn't Shayera only a piece of her soul. memories and stuff. But she thinks and acts like a dog.

She looked at the dog. Her eyes then widen at his words. ''You...You did what?!'' She narrowed her eyes looking at Ollie. Feeling herself get angry. She couldn't explain why, Seemed like the sadness she had hold back turned into anger. ''But WHY?! WHY WOULD YOU EVEN PLAN TOO KILL YOUR FRIEND?!'' She walked up to him. Pushing him. ''How can you plan to kill your friend?!'' She shook her head. Not understanding.

He watch her change. Anger filled her face. He closed his eyes. ''But WHY?! WHY WOULD YOU EVEN PLAN TOO KILL YOUR FRIEND?!'' He felt her push him. ''How can you plan to kill your friend?!''
He opened his eyes. “Because we both wanted to protect the ones we love. Everyone is protecting each other. But we didn’t know what the villains would do.” He glanced at Shay, remembering the promise. “Shayera is the only one who could come back from the dead. That is why she died and not me. You don’t need to understand. I don’t expect you to do.” He went to stand easier. If she would push him again or attack he could protect himself.He looked her in the eyes, watching her reaction.